Avunna

Lately, I've been feeling distressed. For some reason I'm always angry, stressed out and restless. I'm getting annoyed with everyone, especially my family, and it seems as I look for things so that I can start different conflicts... why, I don't know. Perhaps it school, perhaps it's my non-existing training, or maybe it's some sort of depression... Or it's that when I finally do things people ask me to, for once, so that they should quit their complaining and arguing, they find other things to quarrel with me about. It drives me insane!

I also feel that everything I do is useless...what's the point, the meaning of doing it? I can't find it.

I've also realized I'm really selfish and totally incompetent with money. That only took me 18 years to find out! Great!